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| hey. ok so today was a really really bad day. i'm so tired of hearing these stories about, well nm. it just hurts. Some of u r probably lost, ok all. but i'm going 2 leave it that way. idk anymore. i can't wait till the holiday just so i don't have 2 go 2 school and relax. All the stress of Mid~terms and problems and school. idk anymore. sometimes i wonder y i bother any more. Life in the last past 2 months has been crazy and i just want it all 2 end. i'm so tired of arguements, pressure, he-said, she-said crap. As far as i'm concerned i go 2 church tomorrow sing "only Hope" with Sarah and as soon as after thats done my brain goes into holiday mode. i just need a holiday so bad its not even funny. i just want 2 go and cry :( i feel awful! i'm going 2 go | | |
| Hey! i'm sry i didn't update i've just been really busy. I have a million problems all going at once. Adam is still being a jerk and i don't think he will ever get over that cuz thats the way he is but its still sad he isn't even attemping 2 be friends. Well, today was interesting 2 say the least. i won an arguement with my band teacher over y i skipped jazz band practice 2 sell donuts 2 be a good person and help someone who needed help. I LOVE PROVING HIM WORNG!! its so much fun. Tomorrow i have 2 get up at 5:30 to go make hoagies 4 the band. BLAH!! that should be interesting. Then i have play practice 4 this stupid kids play we r doing at our church which i was forced into being in(THANK U MOM) and the band members found out about it and r now comin to laugh at me. so that should be a blast. having 2 go through being with Adam 4 a morning and put up with his crap then go through public ridicule. it should be lovely. :( oh well i'll get over it, its not this has never happened before. ( I ain't 2 bright) sarah, u'll get that one. Well i better go. CALL ME!! luv ya guys 4 ever | | |
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